Beginning of Summer

Summer has officially started and so has the hard part.  It seems silly but it is actually easier during the school year.  As crazy as life is during that time, it gives us structure and something to look forward to, something to pass the time, take our minds of life.  Summer is filled with vacations, family time, picnic, neighborhood bar-b-ques.  All are reminders that he isn't home.  I look forward to the slower pace but without him to break-up our day or week I wonder if I can keep us all busy enough not to go crazy.